Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Upcoming Full Moon

With the Full Moon approaching, I find myself thinking more and more about the various things in my life. I've been thinking about the things that I want to purge not just physically and mentally, but spiritually as well. 

There are some things that I want to put into motion at the next New Moon, but I feel there are things, ok A LOT of things, that need to be purged first. 

Somewhere in my life I seem to have lost who I am, my core. Hubby made a valid point, I won't be able to find the self I once was. Point taken. But I still need to find me. The me who is married, has a kid (or kids, because we'd really love to have a second kiddo running around), can easily balance everything about taking care of a household (let's be honest, I'm not very good at that), still find time to sit down and be true to my creative side, AND incorporate my spirituality (more than it already is) into my day to day life. Frankly I've lost my path. I found something shiny in the weeds and haven't found my way back (and if you really know me and my personality, you'd know that is probably the case). Well it's time to pocket that shiny object and wack at some weeds to the path of self discovery.

There is just so much a person can take and absorb before they've had enough. Well this is me saying I've had enough! I'm swinging and not pulling any punches. If people in my life do not like it, well then screw them. I'm tired of walking on eggshells keep things peaceful. My tongue is sore from biting back my words to spare feelings. I'm tired of placating everyone else's desires instead of my own. And I'm tried of trying to treat 2 different households as 1 household when the other party refuses to be flexible and do the same.

Yeah I have a lot of "baggage".

What will you purge?



  1. I'm happy you finally decided to do something to make YOU feel better!
    I'm really proud of you!

    what I need to purge... physical pain I'm scared!

  2. HUGS! Thanks for the support! Hubby was pretty shocked when he came home from work and I just told him my plans. He's happy I'm doing something for myself too.

  3. You rock on, girl. I'm happy that you've decided to do things just for you. It's something I think we all need to take the time to do, especially when our lives change.

    I think I'll be purging some stuff to get back to myself this full moon too. I left a big part of myself at home and it's time to call it back. Thanks for this. *hugs!*

  4. =) Thanks Danni! The more I am thinking about it and looking forward to my purge. I wonder why it took me so long to get to this point. But honestly, I think I just wasn't ready to do it yet. But I am now =)


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